Yo-Yo Morons

Mar. 7th, 2026 10:40 pm
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My sleep was still meh last night, and I got up early as usual, my nocturia and nighttime horniness still bothering me, and I'm still a mental train wreck.

I went to Methodist Men's breakfast this morning and they had mostly kolaches, and I handed out a few of my flyers--they let me pin one on their empty bulletin board--and I told them I would be appearing at Nelson Brew Works tomorrow evening. I'll be sure to remember to try to hand out flyers at my church as well.

The weather suddenly got cold and it was raining a little. I shopped for some stuff at Walmart and lost my umbrella, but luckily someone found it and I got it back.

I started Yakuza 0 on my Steam Deck--I had originally played it on my PlayStation 4--but I was really distracted during my first hour, I don't know why.

I got my IDD Determination of Intellectual Disability letter that affirmed I am eligible for services, but in their evaluation of my condition they thought I said shit like "yo, yo." Do they think I'm a fucking rapper or something? I guess they misheard "you know," which is one of my huge verbal tics, and the evaluation I got from Connell and Associates must have misheard that as well. People misinterpreting, mishearing, and taking shit I say out of context is definitely one of my melting points. This is exactly how it feels like to be Trump. I do agree with them that I'm estranged from my family--and I never fucking want to go back to them--and they rightfully noted it would be difficult to hold traditional jobs due to my conditions. I tried calling them back and leaving a message but my calls failed in the middle of me leaving my messages.

Yo Yo Shit

I did take a 20-minute walk as my laundry was going, and the weather didn't make me perspire.

I did also manage to send emails and phone messages for the primary victors about my health suggestions and my story with psychiatry, and my ultimate dream for a Nuremberg Trial for the pharmaceutical industry for deliberately keeping us sick, but I don't know if it'll make an impact. I still think psychiatry is huge pseudoscience, and I learned about the term Munchausen syndrome by proxy--fabricating ailments in other people under their care to fulfill a need for attention and keep them under their care--which I think really applies to psychiatry, and my parents. Gays Against Groomer uses the term Transhausen for adults who affirm their children are the opposite sex when they're not.

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And again I'm still stuck in that neverending mental cycle shit when shit like that "yo-yo" shit and other past trauma replays in my mind over and over without no fucking end. The only way I will ever find closure to all the past shit I've been through is hearing about all the fucktards who wronged me meeting violent deaths. See, I would have never, ever said shit like that before psych meds fucked me over.

Also, Daylight Savings Time, though I usually adjust to it quickly.

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Fics I Bookmarked this Week

Mar. 7th, 2026 11:06 pm
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This week: Two short little Super Mario fics, a Team Dark fic from Tumblr, and an Overwatch fic with nonverbal communication!

Bookmarked fics here: )
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5 Things I like:
1. A good coffee (to me, coffee means latte or cream/sugar. Not black coffee)
2. Organizing things
3. Books
4. Feeding people
5. Finding ways to save money/not be wasteful (handmaking things, finding alternative uses, thrifting/yard sale shopping)


5 Things I Dislike:
1. Cottage Cheese. So odd since in general I love food and am not picky, but although I ate a lot of cottage cheese as a kid, I just can't like it anymore.
2. Catty women. Yikes.
3. Being wasteful.
4. Pine scented car air fresheners or cleaning products. They always make me sneeze and get a headache.
5. Articial sweeteners (the pink/yellow/blue packet stuff). Again with the headaches. I'd 100 times rather have unsweetened drinks.

Today's Adventures

Mar. 7th, 2026 08:28 pm
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We went out shopping today.

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small update

Mar. 7th, 2026 11:42 pm
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I'll be back to writing the moment I have some things to do, but for now I can say I enjoyed this small break I had. Going back to my dorm tomorrow. Visited friends and family, went to cinema, celebrated women's day with fam. Bought my mom the perfume she likes, dad treated us to a lunch and some gifts as well. I got three books! Hamnet, Captain Corelli's mandolin and He who drowned the world. Can't wait to start on those, but I have to focus on Shakespeare for now. 

Anyway, we later visited my grandma and aunt and brought them their gifts. I am quite tired after running around the whole day, but I already have plans with friends tomorrow. I just now realised it is fittingly exactly on women's day.

Tired and need to pack, so see ya.

Solenne

found!!

Mar. 7th, 2026 01:47 pm
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Grid Search works so often and did today. I sat here and thought about what the two holders looked like and where they were and what they were with and then started in the bathroom. Turns out both sets of documents were on the bottom shelf in the storage unit behind some shit. Clearly, there is too much stuff on the storage room shelves and that needs to be fixed but not today I'm taking the victory of the find.

Whew! Also, I picked up my tablet to write this entry and the keyboard was across the room so I picked up the stylus am writing it out in long hand and the tablet is ready my writing and converting it into type and making shockingly few errors! very cool

Check Engine

Mar. 7th, 2026 12:37 pm
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On the way to Dollar Store, I saw my check engine light was on. I thought I had an OBDII thingie in the plug but turns out no. I used to. Oh well.

I got my goods and came home and the car didn't explode. I'll take it into the car place next week. I really don't need it for anything until Friday.

I was in the storage area and thought I'd put the tax return papers with the other tax return papers but I'll be damned if I can find the stuff. I have maybe a 2 inch file of misc papers and another inch of tax returns and I cannot figure out where the fuck I put them. I know where they were before we did the reorg when my brother was here. They are in one of those plastic shelf things for magazines.

There aren't that many places to put things in this house and storage area. I'm just flomoxed. I did find the condo sale papers. I was holding them out until after the tax return.

I don't really need the other stuff but it bugs the shit out of me that I can't find it.

Square peg, meet round hole

Mar. 7th, 2026 08:00 pm
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A comment in an otherwise unrelated post a little while back made me think about how the American domination of English-language social media is distorting the way people see or even talk about the history of British race relations. I'm not really up to a complex, detailed, dense post on this – and I'm no expert anyway – but I'll try to get something down. I happened to read this point of contrast today and it really hit me:

* Black Americans are overwhelmingly likely (80-90%) to be there because their ancestors were trafficked there as slaves.
* Black Britons are overwhelmingly likely to be here because their ancestors came here as free people.

It's certainly true that many British people, of all races, find the American way of looking at race to be very monolithic. It largely works for the US, because of that statistic. It really doesn't work for the UK, because we simply don't have one background that fits the large majority of our Black citizens. (And because of the importance of class in British discrimination, but that's a post in itself...)

The reason this matters is that the aforementioned US dominance of online discourse provides pressure that people "should" talk about the issue in a way that fits with American sensibilities. But doing that in fact risks erasure of the distinct history of Black people in Britain.

Not just Black people, either. Whiteness in itself wasn't necessarily a shield against enslavement in Europe, something I tend to find many Americans find very hard to process. In fact, possibly as many a million Europeans – including from Cornwall – were taken by Ottoman "Barbary" slavers operating out of North Africa between the 16th and 18th century. Yes, the very same era when Europeans were taking people as slaves from Africa – on a more industrialised scale, absolutely. It doesn't fit into a nice, tidy, American social media-shaped box, does it? But it happened.

If someone's family tree has gaps in it because their ancestors disappeared in those Barbary raids, then they must be able to talk about that without needing to add a "disclaimer" about a completely different atrocity. It is also a form of erasure to make out that anyone who brings up the Barbary trade is basically a white nationalist under the skin. Some indeed are, but many are simply talking about their own family heritage. Context matters. Once again, the standard US framework just doesn't work here, and it's harmful when people (often, it has to be said, white American liberals) try to force it to.

One final point, and this returns to Black British history. For Black History Month – which is in October here – in 2024, a poll was taken which among other things revealed that about twice as many British people (of all races) knew about Rosa Parks and the Montgomery bus boycott as knew about the Bristol bus boycott which happened in their own country and helped bring about modern equalities legislation. I only knew about it myself because I have family roots in Bristol. But again, it bothers me that we've made a US event our "standard" example when the background to that boycott – beyond the shared central factor of institutionalised racism – was really quite different.

Birdfeeding

Mar. 7th, 2026 01:04 pm
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Today is cloudy and cooler, but still comfortable.  It stormed again last night.

I fed the birds.  I've seen a few sparrows.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 3/7/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

I've seen a mixed flock of sparrows and house finches.  A skein of geese flew overhead, honking quite loudly.

The almost-black miniature irises are blooming.  :D  The first of the bluebell shoots has appeared.

I am done for the night.

My new work around

Mar. 7th, 2026 09:07 am
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If your order arrives at Timber Ridge on Friday, Saturday or Sunday, you can't get your paws on it until Monday and usually they have some stupid issue with delivery on Mondays so really Tuesday. It's a massive PIA that annoys the shit out of me. I've considered setting up at UPS or somewhere to receive packages there but it's amazingly expensive. Yesterday I placed an Amazon order that was to be delivered yesterday between 2 and 6. And then I remembered Amazon lockers!!

Way back when, before Amazon locked in with UPS, I used Amazon lockers to make returns. They were all over Seattle. I did not remember seeing any in Issaquah but I placed my order and selected the option and whoa! There are plenty in fairly convenient places... like Dollar Store! Which I need to go to anyway.

It arrived there yesterday but I decided to wait until today to pick it up. I have to do some measuring for my Dollar Store list. I'll go after elbow coffee. Still way more handy than waiting until Tuesday.

I got an email last night from Shokz - the swimming earphone people. We'll be sending you a new headphone - should arrive in 3-5 days. No need to return the broken one. Score!! Except now I really have no reason to upgrade. Oh well.

I got an email from the IRS telling me I had an update. So I log into my account. Turns out the update was the news that I had signed up for email alerts. The IRS just lives to fuck with me.

Also Google. My phone and watch got updates this week. There is new feature available. I can set my watch to tell me when I forgot my phone. YES!!! Except. The whole time I was playing volleyball this morning I kept getting an alert that I had left my phone behind. Because my watch was water locked, I could not reply. So it kept happening. Now... if this happens while I'm swimming laps, that new feachur is going to get turned right off.

Time now to get un naked, make a coffee and head out to the elbow.
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People have expressed interest in deep topics, so this list focuses on philosophical questions.

Was the agricultural revolution and the explosion of civilizations that came from it an overall good thing for humans or a negative? In other words, would it have been better or worse for people to stay in small tribes?

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Chicken Run

Mar. 6th, 2026 11:15 pm
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My sleep last night was okay, and I've been going to bed later at night since I'm never really fully tired.

The Fairview soup kitchen had chicken, rice, and green beans, though I refused the last since I've always found them gross. They also allowed us to take large bags of chicken home, and while they were Chick-fil-A bags, I wasn't aware they were full of chicken nuggets and chicken strips from the chain, so those will sustain me for a long time, hopefully.

I went to yoga at the library, and there was a meditation session afterwards. I also gave the guy in charge one of my flyers with my QR codes to my Facebook, Substack, and Spreadshirt links, and told about how I would be going to Nelson Brew Works Sunday evening to show my stuff and present my latest sonnet, and hopefully I'll remember to distribute flyers there as well.

I got my lab results and most of my stuff was okay though my cholesterol was slightly high, which I'll resolve by changing my diet (with help from
BrightAnswers.ai), and a big fat fuck no again to any new medications.

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I took a 20-minute walk in the park afterwards, showered at home, and then drove to Walmart to pick up some things.



My review of Trails from Zero (image is link, as always).

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Apparently the governor and people of Massachusetts, particularly Dunkin' Donuts customers, are really up in arms because Bobby Jr questioned whether having a coffee with a shitload of sugar is healthy for you.

See, this is one of the big problems in modern political discourse, people freaking out for constructively questioning shit like this, and always misinterpreting or taking out of context things politicians like Trump and Bobby Jr say--and that happens to me by tons of times by others online and my family, which is a big reason I find the two really relatable. It really doesn't hurt at all and really isn't that fucking difficult for journalists and other politicians to ask for clarification on things like this instead of jumping to conclusions and assuming they know everything.

And of course Democrats now ostracize Bobby Jr I think simply because he associates with Trump, typical TDS, and I'm sure if it had been Kamala instead that chose him, they'd be fine with him. Kind of weird as well since it was always the Democrats and leftists in general who were the big health nuts and hated big corporations, but I guess the Woke movement really blurred a lot of ideological lines. And Trump is actually standing up to a lot of corporations like Big Pharma (Jon Stewart actually called Trump "the most socialist president in my lifetime" for his TrumpRx plan) and most recently getting AI data centers to try to pay for their own power and build their own generators so that customers don't have their electric bills jacked up.

Shitty communication I think is responsible for most of the world's problems today.

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Photos: Savanna

Mar. 6th, 2026 11:15 pm
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I took some pictures around the yard today. These are from the savanna. (See the house yard.)

Walk with me ... )

Photos: House Yard

Mar. 6th, 2026 09:24 pm
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Today was unseasonably warm and sunny, so I took pictures around the yard. The first few are from indoors, then the rest are the house yard. (See the savanna.)

Walk with me ... )

no stream tonight

Mar. 6th, 2026 07:20 pm
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And maybe not tomorrow, either - I did a TON of knitting the past three days and my hands are OUCH, so I need to rest them. Gonna take a break and read tonight.

Worst case scenario, we'll get back to it next Friday with more FFXI: Wings of the Goddess.

Film post: Blade Runner (1982)

Mar. 6th, 2026 08:44 pm
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Blade Runner (1982) film poster
Blade Runner (1982)

Since I know all you Blade Runner fans need to know this, I was watching the Final Cut. Anyway, this was a good experience for the most part, if not "BEST FILM EVAR" level. The city was really interesting since I love world-building in films, and you could imagine spending time there if you could hack the weather and the general dystopia. Harrison Ford was very solid as Deckard, and I really grew to enjoy the 1980s notion of what future tech would be. No smartphones or LCD screens in 2019, folks, you heard it here first! I dunno, maybe they'd just have all seized up in the rain.

I mean, I do kind of get the feeling that Ridley Scott thought up this incredible setting and then asked himself, "So, what about a plot?" because what I get from it is not massively original even for 44 years ago. Replicants, designed with a built-in expiry date, going rogue, your friendly neighbourhood blade runner (who amusingly cannot fight for toffee) has to sort them out. Aged less well in a few points, not least a thankfully short scene with Rachael that sits uncomfortably with today's views of consent. I get that it's playing on noir films that did similar, but still.

Okay, to the "Tears in Rain" speech. It was... okay, I guess. I suspect having seen it everywhere for decades has robbed it of the power it probably had in 1982, since the underlying concept is still worthwhile. The movie's slow pace is nice for the most part, especially in the city driving shots. That bloody ESPER image enhancer scene went on and on and on, though. Vangelis's music works well, and seeing big ads for Pan Am is amusing more than distracting. Oh, and there's a unicorn, so yay for that. ★★★½

Is it just me or...

Mar. 6th, 2026 12:48 pm
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Today, I received in the snail mail, a single sheet of paper telling me my tax return had been filed electronically. WTF? Stamps aren't free or cheap. Email works a lot faster. Holy crap.

A long while back, they served fried okra on the dinner buffet and it was fabulous. I bought extra and froze it then heated it up in the air fryer. It was better than fabulous. I love fried okra but I hate cutting it, breading it and frying it. So, on a whim, I asked the food and bev people if I could buy a batch of fried okra. I didn't care when, I didn't care how much. They said 'sure' just let us know when you are ready. Then I went on Wegovy and I wanted to wait a bit to see how that would go.

Finally, last week, I emailed that I was ready. They said $15 for 3 lbs. I said great. And today they made it happen. 6 gynormous bags of fried okra. For $15!!!

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I put 5 in the freezer and pulled out 3 handfuls to crisp up for lunch. 2 would have been plenty. But so yum.

What a happy camper am I???!!!!

Random cross-posts

Mar. 6th, 2026 02:04 pm
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From literally today:
what i absolutely don't miss about being on neocities constantly was how people constantly shilled forums, journaling sites, or mastodon as a social media alternative with more "freedom"... but interacting with people on these platforms was identical to social media, if not worse. i've withdrawn a lot after a lot of traumatic incidents in the last 2 years but my biggest frustration is "deleting twitter" hasn't done shit when people on "good" websites like forums will misinterpret my words, not actually respond to or engage with what i say, or just give filler responses. geez! is it any wonder AI chat bots are all the rage?
From 1AM this morning (lol)
being drunk is fun when you're amused by every little thing, but then it stops being fun when you remember you're a damaged person with poisoned thoughts and will never have close contacts again
March 5th:
i probably posted this weeks ago but i tried to come back to twitter after the last con to find people and it's not only a literal uphill climb to get noticed by the algo if you have no followers, but i'm literally 3 clicks away from actual nazi rhetoric and i never use nazi to mean "right of center" or "person i disagree with" i'm talking about actual (((them))) dogwhistles and even hammer-and-sickle in bios are reposting actual /pol/ rhetoric lmfao. and even former friends wouldn't believe me i'm still angry i had a leftist friend handwave how too many people i knew went full nazi in the last 3 years with "well they weren't worth knowing anyway". but i don't talk to the company i used to anymore, so whatever. neither were you
March 5th, again:
i do feel some old school tumblr nostalgia despite the dogpiling and callouts that went on. it’s crazy to see the reason why i used the site be near-completely gone now. but i’m also sad how i can’t reconnect with most mutuals or favorite bloggers from a decade+ ago because they either hardblocked me in 2018-2021 or we won’t get along anymore due to major political differences LOL. my mind is tainted is i guess #gamergate + 2016/2020/2024 election + pandemic + russia invading ukraine + oct 7th ruined everything lol #and we're already cycling through this again #i spent my entire adult life playing along with shit for the sake of keeping friends and it hasn't worked #but ~being true to myself~ works even less so what is there even to do
March 1st:
sometimes i get why the median american is like that, the break room TV is playing fox news and there's near constant gambling ads in between news

Wildlife

Mar. 6th, 2026 01:48 pm
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Water bears on Mars: Tardiguardians of the Galaxy?

Tardigrades – also known as water bears – are tiny animals about 1 mm or less in size. They’re known for being able to survive in extreme environments.
Tardigrades can survive in simulated Martian regolith, researchers found … if you rinse it with water first.
Future astronauts could use tardigrades to help grow plants and survive in habitats on Mars.



Tardigrades are interesting little extremophiles. They can survive a wide array of harsh conditions, such as radiation and starvation. Some live in desolate conditions; others live in warm, green places hence their nickname "moss bears." This implies that they excel at colonizing harsh terrain, but they can also take advantage of better conditions. They're about as close to indestructible as life on Earth has gotten. So it makes sense to take them along for space exploration.


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